well, i gues everybody has their own first love. so do i. i met him when we were elementary school student. he’s new student. he’s good looking, tall, and nice. he even smiled to me at the first time we met. and following days, suddenly we’re so close. and even often went home together, on foot. 2 years later, in the sixth grade, we had closer relationship. he always smiled to me, eventhough we never talked because of shyness. till i heard he fell in love with another girl. prettier,and may be better than me. actually he never confessed his feeling to me, just like ignoring my feeling, and even late on my birthday party!! i know it’s hurt, but i tried to be stronger. but i dont know why, i find deep inside my heart, i have feeling that he loves me. graduation came, and we separated far away, ’cause i’ve moved away to a new city. and, until now, he often texts me, tries to approach, and apologize.i forgive him, but i never listen him about his feeling. yap, now, when i’ve found my own life without him, he’s just realized how much i love him. ’cause i believe, he doesn’t care about me. and i believe, i’ll get better guy. eventhough it means, i have to deny that i miss him.
so, what do you think about it? do you think i’ve made right desicion? help me… : )
First Love
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Nope i dont think so….. 1st love is the last love dude…. I am also in love n i guess dat d girl dont luv me but i m still in love with her n will always be…..
menurut saya,kamu harus menyatakan perasaanmu kepadanya,walaupun itu sulit…
Ya,tapi mau bagaimana lagi….
Namun,bila dia menerima cinta yang lain,relakanlah saja dia bersama orang yang ia cintai…
Karna hanya dengan begitulah ia akan bahagia,bukankah kamu menginginkan dia bahagia….
wen v reject good for better then v its not necessary that v will end up with the best.i admit that he has done a mistake but dnt repeat it from your side.it snt mean m advicg u 2 believe hi blindly but plz dnt lie to yourself.take your time to decide he is perfect for you or not nd while deciding dnt have any precncption
As long as you both haven’t got married i suggest you telling the truth about your feelings. Then if you feel like moving on, and you can manage a long distance love relation, go ahead.
just try to give him a chance to proove if he loves you ..
hhmm,, i can barely relate to you girl…
i suggest you should get chance of seeing him..
what you feel at this point may just be a memory of what you feel about him long time ago..
try see for yourself..don’t ignore what you feel,,,
you can’t find real love if there’s some1 you were unconciously holding back..
i dont think you did. your first love should always be your last. but sometimes you have to if they dont love you… but tell him how you feel go get him:)
I DON’T THINK SO….if you love him tell him that you love..
It sounds like you’re creating problems yourself by trying to solve this issue instead of looking at why
their is a problem in the first place